aiyah’s blogs

Maybe were friends,
Maybe were more,
Maybe it’s just my imagination…
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder…
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too…
Maybe I, maybe I
Just got to get next to you…

..Can u tell me how can one miss what she’s never had?how cud i reminisce when there is no past?how cud i have memories of being happy w/ you?cud someone tell me how can this be.. how cud my mind pull up incidents, recall dates & times that never happened.. how cud we celebrate a love that’s too late?and how cud i really mean the words i’m about to say..

..i missed the times that we ALMOST shared.. i miss the love that was ALMOST there.. i miss the times that we use to kiss..atleast in my dreams just let me take the time & reminisce.. i miss the times that we never had.. what happened to us,we were ALMOST there.. whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had.. never ALMOST had you..

I never knew I could hurt like this..

And everyday life goes on like

“I wish I could talk to you for a while”

“I miss you but I try not to cry”

As time goes by,

And as soon as you reach a better place

Still I’ll give the world to see your face..

And i’m bragging right next to you

It feels like you gone too soon

“The hardest thing to do is say bye-bye..”

as time passes by..i’ve  just noticed.. some people are so “insensitive”..they’re not thinking about other’s feelings..they will come into your life just bcoz they want to..they will make you happy, they will make you feel so special, share they’re thoughts with you..and in return, you will love them.. then out of nowhere, they will leave when they’ve realized that they don’t want to stay anymore..what hurts the most is, they left you “clueless”..not having any idea why they have to leave like that..no reasons, no explanations at all…didn’t even give a damn to say “sorry” or what..and you, being so sensitive, will think too much..wondering why..confused, puzzled, bewildered..it’s like being tortured..emotionally..in the end, you have nothing to do but to forget about what happened..even if its hurting you..even if its taking away your smile, even if its almost killing you inside.. a thought came into my mind.. that “Life is like that”..sometimes, its so unfair..so unpredictable.. & some people, they are not worthy to be a part of your life.. just try to forget about them.. it takes time, its true..but at the end of the day, you will see yourself smiling again..